The Fear of Failure

I don't know how many people stress on failure. I find that I do. I have a sneaking suspicion it is a lot of people stressing as I pick up on it.

It would be nice to be happy and content all the time. I have done it occasionally and it truly is. It's like a quiet song humming in the soul.

But the reality that we are all supposed to be creating for ourselves kicks in with serious static.

I wonder that Daryn is not right. This Law of Attraction stuff is arrogant in how it demands that the Universe supply what we focus on.  Where does the gentle hand of God or Goddess fit into that? Can we really make demands of the Divine? Use our will to focus into reality what we want?

That does seem arrogant and not very open to receiving.

I think Dr. Dain and Guruji are right. You have to be open and grateful to receiving and especially knock off the judgment part on the gift. We become  ungrateful comparing what we have to others, like kids comparing gifts at Christmas and taking in that others are sneering at our presents.

Then we go home to cry having lost sight of the love that came with the Gift.

Beloved Divine, grant me the peace of non judgment.

Ex Mea Manua In Tua Manua Dea Eterna

Tapping and Gratitude for Bad Health

This morning was an energetic wake up. More Trivedi sleep effect. It was also a morning for tapping and ho o pono pono.

There was this accident you see. Three car pile up sandwich with me and my car being the pastrami in between  two slices of truck rye. Went to the ER with some seriously jacked blood pressure and haven't quite felt the same since.

Worry some, that.

Anyway I hit the tapping points on being scared and that helped. Also Ho o pono pono on the neglect of my body, and it felt better.

What felt the best was that I did wake up and there is help to do for others.

Gratitude and tapping are a nice double dose of health medicine.

The Tarot I did not long ago showed Death in the immediate future.

Could be spiritual. Maybe not.

It's OK. I have had one unbelievable life. So many wonderful learnings. So many people it was a blessing to meet and know. My son, my sisters, my baby bug grand daughter. Never thought I'd get that but there she is. Four years worth almost.

I would miss Kiki and Brian terribly. Might hang around in between lives to watch over those two.
But all in all it would be OK. Death is an old dear friend when you understand
reincarnation.

Gratia Dea. I have another bit of time to be awake and helping.

Gratia, gratia, gratia.

Ex Mea Manua In Tua Manua Dea Eterna