As I drove up out of the smog bowl the air and the view view got better and it felt like it was a little less gooey in the old mental field. When I got home and no one was there it was like being in the Alps on a spring day.
Started using "who does this belong to' when I was picking up on some really ugly thoughts in the ghetto parts outside the sky scraped zone. I mean ugly shit...rapper crapper hate shit.
Thank you Dea Eterna for Dr. Dain. I wasn't having a bad day in a bad smog zone...I was fielding other peoples stuff but this time I was batting it away gently and sweeping it out the door. Also realizing what was mine making me glue bait for goo a bit more. This last year of the Mayans I don;t think anyone is coming out unchanged and I have been fighting some of it.
The room mate came home and tried to glom in on my space when I was working: made herself a nuisance really by ignoring the fact that I told her I was in webinar. She can't think for herself poor kid, she is that scared I guess.
I also guess that that was the end of the decision making process on asking her to leave. She leaves a trail of grey gooey fear and I need that like I need the smog in LA even if I can feel sorry for her.
So..
What else is possible?
What do I need to do to change this?
How else can the money show up?
How can it get any better then this?
Ex Mea Manua In Tua Manua Dea Eterna
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