Trivedi, Tapping and Dain: Having a Wild Weekend

This weekend was for pulling weeds ...the kind in my head as well as in the yard. It was really wild.

I started off listening to a webcast replay of Jeneth talking to Mr. Trivedi. And although I have heard his script before it was very soothing to hear the sound of his voice. Very.

Then I went to a replay of Margaret Lynch. I heard the original and it didn't hit as hard as this time. She told us to write our money goals and then on a scale of one to ten rate ideas about them, such as "It's Impossible" "It will probably be really hard." "I can do this" and " I deserve it"

What ticked my truth-o-meter was that I ranked "I can do" this really low , the first two really high and "I deserve this" higher then " I can do this."  And the walls come a tumblin' down.

Victim of two thousand years or more I truly felt that my suffering entitles me to huge abundance. Well I wailed on that one. Tapped on it. Seventeen ways from Sunday. I was coughing a choking and crying until my insides were in a knot.

How's that for a hot item?

Gets better. The Universe HATES me because it never gives me what I DESERVE. God and Goddess alike are judged on the standard of MONEY.

Woo boy.

Half an hour and a whole handful of tissues later I felt so much better and went out and weed whacked in the yard.

That was Friday and Saturday Morning. On Saturday afternoon and then again Sunday, I went into Dain Heer mode. Finally got that 90 percent of the crap in my head wasn't me. Friggin' telepathy and owning other peoples junk. Especially about money but mostly about me and what a rotten person I am.
Also got the taste of Anastasia's energy and nailed it for what it is...the Stopper nmechanism of a truly frightened individual.

This morning I was in the yard and Lisa and Rob came into my head. I stayed in it for a few minutes then said" Who does this belong to" instead of battling and justifying myself to my imaginary Them.

It sure wasn't mine and that was that.

Came in and tapped some more and Pod and Poc'd some more  and that was it.
So....

Who am I today and what grand and glorious adventures will I have?
What else is possible?
AND MOST OF ALL

How does it get any better then this?

Ex Mea Manua In Tua Manua,. Dea Eterna