Fear is a Four Letter Word

This one is new. I have not had this experience at this level in awhile. Maybe I was just not aware of it before so much as now.

I'm scared. I am out on a very thin wire in a high wind. This is very dangerous what is happening in my life.

What it all boils down to is I am trying to follow what is being given to me and trust that it is right.

Yea though I walk through the Valley of the Shadow has never felt so real.
Ground Zero was a piece of cake by comparison as that was real and very present physical danger.

Not this. This is subtle slow and horrifying in the possibilities for failure.

So I am honoring it. This is how I feel and I have every right to.

And I move on.

Ex Mea Manua In Tua Manua Dea Eterna.