Yesterday there was an email from Margaret Lynch oddly enough of the subject of anger. The key point being that behind the anger is the feeling of "it's not fair and I deserve better"
Boy did that nail this thing with Victim Wilds and her complaint. So I tapped it out and I think I will save that transcript for ever. I will use it again today fo'sho'.
After tapping I refused to drive around on errands in the am and only did the ones I could walk to: Library for example ...a good three miles one way. Then I bused it back and walked in from Altadena Drive and Lincoln...another 1.5 getting sun scorched all the way. One the curve at the bridge at the bottom of the Meadows a fireman in a small truck from Station 12 stopped to ask me if I knew it was 99 degrees and I shot back"Is that all?" It was a pleasant interruption in the aloneness. Felt good, rested and went back at it focusing on service and income producing activities,
I think Chris Farrell deserves revisiting. I have been feeling pretty low since the complaint was filed and there is not a bit of sense in saying otherwise. But between Mr.Trivedi Monday and Margaret yesterday and today I came up for air and stayed there. Still floating. Still believing.
Ex Mea Manua In Tua Manua Dea Eterna.
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