Tuesday, August 28, 2012

Fear itself




I have never found any resonance with that old sawdust dry expression, that we have nothing to fear but fear itself. I didn't get it.

Today I do.

Today is the second day in a completely blah dead boring hotel in a completely inane excuse for a city trying desperately to manage a new job training.

I was terrified coming here. I still have reason to fear.

But the fear itself was the worst enemy.

It was the fear for the future you see, as Guruji says, but also just new and unknown day to day.

It is settling out. And I am still worried. I am not so all fired good at this scripting that I think I am going to be ace this scene.

But I do know the game. And I think I can still play.

That is definitely something

Ex Mea Manua In Tua Manua, Dea Eterna

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