Sitting On Hold With The IRS

It is very interesting sitting on hold with the IRS. It is not a pleasant task by any stretch. Facing all the money that you owe and can't pay. A bit demeaning and definitely saddening.

But non the less something to confront. What is interesting is that the first person I spoke to was utterly professional and sincerely kind.

Sad isn't it? That some of the kindest voices I hear are from the IRS.

There is something very wrong with this picture.

I remember breaking into complete tears when I got invited to Santa Anita by my client BH. It was such a random act of kindness that I burst into tears. It still makes me want to cry.

Where has the kindness gone in the world? Was there ever any? I no longer can tell. I remember kind neighbors. I have indeed met some kind people.

But in close...with relationships...even friends...definitely in the world of business ...where has all the kindness gone? Was there ever any?

There was a random act of kindness from Sandy and a lead into an account.
There was a trip to Santa Anita and the gift of God's sweet horse children.

There are so many things. But still ..it is rather lonely. I find myself talking to complete strangers in a very warm way. Very Honest. Very Unreserved.

Trivedi Effect? Not sure.

The whispers from the inner Voice keep coming. The lack of peace the anger the angst is setttling out.

But the Loneliness still lingers.

Horses don't do well without a herd. Wolves need a pack.

Me,too.