Sunday, May 27, 2012

YIKES YIKES YIKES!!!!!

Last night after much trial and drama internally I noticed a shift in perception.
The house became visually clearer. And along with that came a perception of the plastic nature of reality.

It gets molded by thought.

Well...duh ,you say...ever hear if the Law of Attraction, dummy?

Oh yeah, but not on this level of perception. Not when your heart starts racing and your body starts turning freezing cold with the magnitude of it.

It is one thing to "know" in your head  that what you think and focus on is what you get. It is another thing to get that this includes being able to mold the physical universe itself and perceiving the fringes of that elasticity in one's soul. At least it is for me.

Well Guruji said it could be done. He isn't into it the way I am thinking but that is what he is doing with all these plants and animals and cancer cells whether he thinks of it this way. or not.

This is scary. I have to take this one head on and it is scary.

Every thought is an imprint. Every intention,conscious or not, bears fruit.

This is scary.There is not a whit left in this elastically molded universe for excuses.

It is all the focus of the thoughts one thinks.

I can understand why Guruji speaks of getting rid of the mind chatter.

YIKES YIKES YIKES.

Never mind the Inner Critic...screw that...that is minuscule by comparison. Totally microscopic.

How about the inner STATIC? Thougths about others, the world the present and the past...and OMG the future?

YIKES YIKES YIKES!!!!

This is scary.

But also ...really ok.

Fact is, it is great.  Scary..but great. I guess sometimes great things can do that do you when they hit you over the head inescapably.

Gratia Dea. Gratia.


Ex Mea Manua In Tua Manua Dea Eterna

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