When the Student is Ready..

Still feeling the effects of tapping on wallowing in negative energy and battling. Caught myself at it last night and this am... it was good.

Tarot last night was a shock. The vein of poison that was Rob is still running straight through into a possible future. Countering it was Strengh, one of my all time favorite Major Arcana. Ahead lay the Ace of Cups. Final outcome...a trial of the heart by fire. Cool.

The question was about the next six months, which is to say through Samhain in October. Interesting.
It has occurred to me more then once that the spiritual download I experienced on the first Esbat after Rob's death was a final curse he was trying to level at me. Felt for a while I was experiencing diabetes.  Been rather sick...weak, blaming the pollen count.

Not anymore.

I have so many teachers to thank.

Eric with his "If  I knew for certain that _______ would happen by________, what actions would I take" was a goodie.

Dr. Dain ...so many good questions. Too many to list

Margaret , dear Margaret....right in the inbox,right when I needed her most,

and of course, the Trivedi's.

I wonder about the choices that I have been refusing. Can I shift this?

I really like living alone... not a soul but me to trip over.

I really like having friends and family over, but not all that often. Just now and
again.

And today I really like me and my life. Nice one that last.

I wonder who will show up now...

Just when I am ready to hear them,

Ex Mea Manua In Tua Manua, Dea Eterna.