Then it got better. Took a walk Saturday morning and had a meltdown. Total fury with all the do-gooders of the world who like to tell me how much I need to balance my masculine energy with more feminine. Like Charisse although she did not come out that flat judgmental. She kept referring to herself as an example which was lovely. Sneaky subtle judgment.
So I blew it up and blew it over into tapping with Margaret Lynch. Got somewhere with that. Had a reuniting with my body. Had a good time in the yard.
Sunday came and exhaustion put me back in bed after being up and puttering around. Blew off the retreat. No explanations just an apology for her inconvenience.
Fooling around on the Internet got me another tweet.
"Judging someone does too much good for your ego to be of use to anyone else."
Been catching myself all day in the"Negative energy wallow' Nice to get some control on that.
Going back to tap on that again.
Then...maybe...I'll clean the house.
Negative energy wallowing. Nice key from behind the curtain.
Ex Mea Manua In Tua Manua
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