This morning was an early wake up call. Not the longest night's sleep but it will do.
Starting the new job today. I hope I can sustain the hours.
I will have to make it so.
Thoughts in the night: Obsessing on this "House Slave" victim routine. Rob and Lisa get their ego trip playing Sir Galahad and Lady Bountiful. Pisses me off.
So what is in that for me? Where do I get my ego trip?
From spiritual power. Plain and simple. Being Wiccan is a power trip. Finding it channeling it using it.
Being OT well..need I say more ..the key word being OPERATING.
But as what? A non stop "I am right and you are wrong" manifestation.
Funny but I obsess about that from the Male sector and the Orthodoxy sector. Amazing what asserting rightness can do to ruin your life and your planet. Ouch..oh OUCH!.
The yoga of work is making a lot of sense as are the poems of Hafiz. No time to waste on obsessing. Not any more.
Ex Mea Manua In Tua Manua, Dea Eterna.
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